testing out my new tablet :3

line art by destiny blue

linger

so THIS is what happens when i get to attached to a book. i loved linger it was sad but amazing and i highly recommend the books

well im at a loss

not even a week into holidays and im already so bored. i watched fruit basket which was good but its only one season long and i wanted to know who the main character got married to  so i had to look it up and it wasn't the one i was shipping  :( (i was shipping yuki and tohru just if you were wondering)
its usually how it goes with me and shipping never really goes my way. i managed to make a gideon necklace from scott pilgrim its pretty exciting.

my mind

How does it feel ?

I'm never hungry, nor am I thirsty. I'm never ill, I cant feel pain. I'll always be beautiful...but what i wouldn't give to feel alive...to feel human.
what does cold feel like? i want to be able to live a life, a real life, with a real body.
how does it feel to have something warm next to ones skin? i may have a personality but i feel nothing on my artificial body that merely holds my thoughts within me.
what does it feel like to be in pain? how does it hurt? my physical form is unscratched and what i call my heart untouched by feelings and emotions and in perfect condition, yet it is lifeless.
how does it feel to have a friend and to be loved? I am but a lonely empty shell.
what does it feel like to be loved?

a doll stood in the snow and wondered